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Onions

your breath smelt like onions today, because we had burgers for lunch
and i didn't mind, i embraced it, like it was the smell of home, like it only took me half a second to get used to you
you smile and your eyes go all wrinkly and shiny and i can't control my heart every time you do
this is so dangerous but also feels so natural, i'm almost drifting slowly towards you, away from the noise, the water's getting warmer and weather's changing too.

every single love song i know comes to mind when i think of this beginning
have i known you for 20 seconds or 20 years
you're making my dreams come true
and now that i've met you i don't think i will ever be the same
at least i know for sure my body won't
you took care of that
thanks, by the way
i love it.

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